Tuesday, January 13, 2009

For those who can't express themselves via words or feel comfortable doing so, they tend to diverge into other aesthetic ways of presenting themselves, like dressing up, or being extravagant. Other people express themselves via drawings and paintings, or writing; Today's Victorian Literature lecture inspired me to talk about this. In a sense, we should not be prejudiced against people who want other forms of attracting attention or feeling a sense of existence and meaning; but somehow or other, when we see those haughty chicks strutting about in an eminently swaggerish way fluffing their frills and decked in latest fashion, stockings, abnormally interesting boots, eyeliner/eyeshadow/fake eyelashes, we tend to get disgusted? I mean, to a certain extent it is bearable and even attractive, but over doing it is too much - they are trying to fill up the emptiness they feel by satisfying material wants - I think I'm being too harsh, but yea, some things just need the negativity. Oh and girls who smoke, give me a break, u're not even worth appearing on my blog.

I'm pretty bored with the mundane, and superficial life that we're going through right now. It is inexplicable how everything goes about the same, everyday, and there's just this feeling of emptiness. 'What is terrible is to have thought' - I totally agree. Innocence would render us totally oblivous to the philosophical aspects of life, and we wouldn't even question our existential meaning. True we have friends etc, but after everything, won't some of us ask ourselves: 'hey, I did nothing substantial today?' Oh and when I say superficial, reader, I mean those who go 'I cant stand looking at this person because he/she is sooo ugly'. I mean, it's ok to judge a person's look, but at most leave it at that, do not let it interfere. I'm ashamed to say I know such people(thankfully a minority), and I know people who know such people as well. We are all equally disgusted. I don't really care about such things; I don't bother to wear new clothes every single day or even change them on a frequent basis. What's the point of this shell? It's so fake seriously.

Just feeling random, and I type random things when I feel random. Random boy is random. Whatever~ Man, give me something interesting already; something out of this world. I guess I can only find that in novels, of which I cannot fully enjoy with time's imprisonment.