Duno what she wants/thinks: behave like we're together yet dowan patch; says she still misses us yet insists i didn't trust her and resigns to the thought that it cannot be worked out. Duno what I'm thinking: keep saying harsh things yet dun really mean it. But I guess shdn't rush things. However, if things are such that I see no sign that she wants us back together in the future, then I'll leave, coz I dislike waiting for nothing.
I think i'll cooldown after a good sleep. For now, I'm sorry, I was wrong as a friend to talk to her like that... I should just give her time and space.